Oh damn Omg Wow Holy Moly Ahhhhh...Okay enough of that, i guess im just happy to be posting on my xanga again since soo long well since October..lol...Thats like wat 2 months ago from now??...Hmmm lots of things had happen to be since the 2 months past and most of them i forgot (see how short memory i am?) okay well i took the ASVAB test yesterday at my school which is December 9 2004 and now i just gotta wait for the results to come in which is bout 2-4 weeks and guess what??? if i score 32 or higher than you guys pretty much know where im heading...yupp...the military...Its been my life long dream to be in the military and serve my country before my life ends because life is short and precious no matter what ppl say...Ill leave this world doing what i love and to give my country in return what they gave me FREEDOM!!!...Oh yeah im gonna be on NEWS on December 11 2004 when i go to the Woodland Parade because ill be in the parade marching with my NJROTC class which im soo proud of them hehe, also ill be on the news on December 30 2004 on ESPN2 when i go to San Fransico to the SBC park where the Giants play to watch the NAVY football team play against one of the best team in the college league *GO NAVY w00t* (oh yeah it might be hard to spot me cause ill be in uniform along with 1000 other cadets there =)...) Lets see wat else happen to me...Well once i remember ill tell u guys okay...Bye Bye Bye now..

*Did I ever Thank You Katie for helping me on my Xanga???* Well Thank You Katie and stay pretty you

Also Happy Birthday to my closes homie Mike! I'm heading to his house rite now for his party...hehehehehehehehehehehe Yall know wassup than...

Before i Go One more word.... Rest In Peace Sam...U got me crying for 2 days boy...it was all cool cause i know im sheding tears for my boy...Boys for more than 10 years...I know its been bout 2 months since u left but letting you know I'll never forget u...!=-R.I.P Sam Saefong-=!

Its been a sad day for me and for everyone who knows Sam Saefong i think he is Saefong...I just heard news early today that he past away...First it was my homeboy Todd and now my boy Sam....This world is just straight F*** up...Taking all my boys away from me like this....

Sorry everyone this isnt just my time...

Uhhh...well havent post anything up in awhile n i got soo many things happen to me thats been really fun but i dont want to say it all cause im too lazy to type anymore..haha..well all u ppl gotta know is ive been out every single day having tons of fun before i go back to school which starts this Monday...darn it..but lets see wat did i do today....ummm...first i went swimming at paradise for a few hours just to cool down from the heat and after that i came back home an took a shower than got dress n went to pick up a friend and went to state fair...man there was soo many good looking chicks there :)...hmmm...after the fair i went an drop off my friend and got home like 11pm...well now i have to end all my fun soo i can focus on school cause im a senior now and i gotta graduate soo its gonna be all bout school for the next couple of months for me...okay my fingers are getting way too lazy imma stop typing now...lol...

Oh yeah did i mention that i stayed up for more than 36hrs now and counting..."Can't Believe I'm Not Even Sleepy"

Hmm....Well my life is meaningless now and i don't care wat happens to me...I'm smart but i dont show it n use it as a tool in life...i do stupid stuff to myself n im just damn stupid...no one cares bout me so why am i still here ruining everyone's life..

I don't even think ill get anywhere in life cause i aint got nothing...aint no girls want me for a husband or even as a boyfriend...why the hell do i care anymore...im done with all this crap thats been happening to me...

Some ppl just dont understand how lil things can really effect someone's life forever n make them stop thinking n just turn their life the other way than down the drain it goes...There are ppl who tried to help but it aint enough help to help through life anymore...